It Remains

Why did you [take it from me?]
Why don't these scars [stop bleeding?]
If I had the chance, but you stoned me
Can you see?

Can you see how much I have
How much is it inside my soul

Here stays the same old fears
The one that never disappears
And if I could change my chance
But now it doesnt make the difference
Right now I'm carrying all my fears
Depression, rage and misery
For once I scratched this fear
So there's no need to spend tears

Give me back what was stolen from me
Should I forgive to live?
Now it's time to leave and set me free
Who is free?

Should I try or give it up
But how can i leave without my standard procedure
Dont try to say how much you care
I never believed
I will Never believe in you.

Should I try or give it up
For once I scratched this fear
The one that never disappears
Should I forgive to live?
Right now I'm carrying all my fears