Lost

Oh

Search through your old letters, you might find mine
Search through your heart, you might find my feelings
Search people's faces, you might find my lightness
You dwell in the depths of my heart, and you will find no other home but mine, my love

But since you left, I've remained true to my promise
I see you in every face
I see you on every B
I draw your face on my pillow
I see you in my dreams

My love, you are in my very being
Will you return my love?
I am lost, I am lost, lost
I am lost, I am lost

Lost, my love
I wish the storm had not come and erased our love
I wish I had never met you
Let me wait for your absence until the end of my days

And when you remember me, you won't find me
You'll find my shattered pieces

My friends whisper in love at your betrayal of me
Is it my faith to have a weeping heart and suffer?
Why did you love me in the cold night?
I sit behind a window, light candles and reminisce

I remember the day I held you in my arms to protect you from the winter's chill
I learned to write poetry and craft words for your sake
But you betrayed me
Have you fallen in love with someone else?

Time you discover that I am not your beloved
I am lost, I am lost
Lost
I am lost, I am lost

My love, I search for you everywhere
I asked a fortune teller about you
I dived into the depths of the seas and asked about you
Even among the coral and the rubies, even the sands of the beach

I walk the streets like a magma and endured the pain and the delirium and they all answered
Don't look for her, for your beloved will not return
Don't try for your beloved is no longer the same
Don't try to search or send a message for she will not remember you

Is this the end of love or is it my destiny to live miserably and suffer?
Why did you love me?
Why did you promise me?
I will never forgive you

I will walk the streets and scream
I am wrong, I am wrong, I am wrong
And you are the one who wronged me
I have become a broken man

Now I look in the mirror and I don't see myself
I only see the wreckage of a human being
And I ask the mirror
Tell me my story, is this my end?

I don't know myself
I am lost, I am lost
Lost
I am lost, I am lost

I'm not happy
All my feelings and emotions are full of wounds
Even my beloved hurt me and love is gone
I'm upset with the world and I don't know how to go on

Is this a story of sadness with no joys in it?
I will live alone and until my end I will live alone

Oh
Oh