Goodbye

It's a hard day today
Thinking through a haze
Of regret and resentment
A sentimental daze
A dark february morning
The rays of the sun grow cold
A greeting without feeling
The words senseless and old

How do i go on like this
When everything fades away
And every thought i penned
For each forgotten friend
Lacking luster growing gray
Today

This was meant to be the last time
This was meant to be goodbye

It's a hard day today
Just beneath the skin
Can't find the words to say
The meaning sinking in
A cold february morning
No light to warm my face
Sickening loss of feeling
No love in this embrace

How do i go on like this
It matters less each day
And every thought i send
Never making it in
Not a single word i say
Today

This was meant to be the last time
This was meant to be goodbye.