I Hate The Way I Feel

I lose my mind every time
I'm even around you
I'm defenseless helpless selfless
I hate the need i feel without you
It's a sickness worthless emptyness

.i hate the way i feel
.around you
.i hate the way you make me feel

I know
You know
And you use it against me
Manipulate subjicate humiliate
I hate the fear
The need for acceptance
As you fuck with my mind

So come inside
And sit right down
Keep me alive
Make me drown

.i hate the way i feel around you
.i hate the way you make me feel
(i'm worthless inside, i need you tonight)
.i hate the way i feel around you
.i hate the way you m ake feel
(i'm open up wide, will i be denied?)

You treat you treat me like a thing
Hate you make you everything
This is all that i can bring
Take me take your offering
This oh this is what i need
Watch you plant the seed of greed
If this is it i fucking swear
With my last breath i'll see you bleed.