Codependent

If I feel the most me when I'm with someone else
Am I made of nothing when I'm all by myself
If I only love who I am when I'm reflected in your eyes
Does love start and end with you and

If you go will I start to despise who I am
Who am I?
Who would I be if our love wilted and died?
'Cause I've built my world around the thought of you
And I'm fighting off my doubt

But when you go home
I'm made of nothing
I am nothing but alone

I guess I'm codependent
I have to confess but no one ever loved me enough
To get this weight right of my chest
If I only feel like I'm heard when you lend me your ear
If you go, will I be sentenced to silence for a million years?

Who will I be?
Who have I been?
If not everything to you my dearest friend
'Cause I've built my world around an eternal love, a safe haven from doubt
But when you go home

I'm made of nothing
I am nothing but alone
And so lonely
The thought of your smile
Is the only thing that holds me here sometimes
But what would happen if our hands no longer intertwined

Who am I when I'm on my own?
Who would I be if I was someone you'd let go
Maybe it's time to grow apart
So I find warmth in my own reflection
When the world feels dark
Then when you go home
By my own side I won't feel so alone