Betrayed

It's just that door again,
The one that I've created
It seems I'm trapped inside-
Myself again,
& corridors , now seems,
Too long & far too fragile,
To chase my shadow, change the shape of my reflection.

... The escape

Love me or murder me,
Is the same...
Kill me or rape me
Increse the pain.
(love me or murder me is the same)

& dreams keep coming back
But still I'm getting closer,
T o make an end to all I've known before.

Love me or rape me,
Fuck my brain.
Kill me & murder me-
Again.

& if it still repeats, I'll cross my heart
& close my eyes & dream,
That you could hold me in your arms...

Escape.