Second Letter From St Julien

C#              D#m Fm
You say there's a god
    G#             C#  F#   C#
And you say you've got proof
Bbm                    F#     Bbm
Well I've lost friends to heroin
C#                 G#
So what's your god trying to prove?
    C#       Fm
You say he's alive
C#               Fm                C#
His spirit flows through your veins
Bbm
Well I guess my best friend
                   G#
Was just trying to help the spirit escape

[Chorus]
G#               Bbm  F#
And if there's a god
     C#       G#
Do I make him proud?
      Bbm   A      C#  G#
Put a smile on his face?
   F#
My mother, she gave me a crucifix
          G#       Fm                  G#
She said, "Pray to Anthony if you lose this"
Bbm           F#         Bbm    G#       Fm     G#  C#
But how can I believe in god if he won't believe in me?

[Instrumental]
C# Fm F# Fm C# F#

[Verse]
F# Bbm     C#
 I let my anxieties overwhelm me
        F#                        G#
Tell me why I am blessed with this curse
         Bbm                        A
There is holes in my head that puts holes in my chest
   G#       G                            F#
It makes me feel like maybe I'd be better dead
Fm      D#m               G#           Bbm      A            G#
I wanna get over the feeling that I'll never be good enough

[Chorus]
G#               F#
And if there's a god
F#        G#         A
Do I make him proud?
      Bbm   A      C#   G#
Put a smile on her face?
C#                 F#
And if you're with god
            G#  A
Am I making you proud
   Bbm    A       G#
By waking up each day?

[Bridge]
G#                 F#
And if you're with god
             G#          A
Well, I hope you're proud
       Bbm   A       G#
With a smile on your face
                   F#
And if you're with god
                    G#   A
Well, I hope you're proud
       Bbm
With a smile on your face