Thirst For Pain

Sometimes, you sit down in your room and think about how can you give and be your best to a person. but, sometimes... this person wants and needs the worst.

(light)

Hidden under the sickest silence,
Remembering what you said about the fear
Of new hurts you felt surrounding
All around
All i wanted was to prove you
That we could share the same crustbreak
For us to be more than just two bodies,
'and i will take her from the cage'
And you turn around
And around
And around
Around

I will never close my eyes again
Memories crashing in me
I will never close my eyes

[for your sickness i can't fight,
In every lie inside your name]

Because i don't know
I won't know,
Never known and
I shall not know

(dark)

Crashing under the hollow absence
Of hurts got in the past,
You need them as a drug
Just 'cos you build yourself a cage
Oh, and your madness came so crawling,
The wormy thirst for hurts again
And you turn around
And around
And around
Around

I will never close my eyes again
Memories crashing in me
I will never close my eyes

[for this half death i can't fight,
In every wall inside your cage]

Cos i don't know,
I won't know
I should know, but now
I don't want to know

And this loathing, endless,
The stench of someone used - its your cage
A door was there for you,
But you destroyed the whole way

[you think you're so worse,
It makes you need the worst]

I will never close my eyes again
For this darkness i can't light
In every wound inside your blame

[by needing something worse...
You made old pains be worst]

I will never close my eyes again
Memories crashing in me
I will never close my eyes

[for this open scars, they bite
Every wound that's in your face]

Cos i don't know,
I won't know
I tried to know (i tried to heal)
But now, it's no use to know.