Deep Blow

I have nothing, left to live like this
The bar table, my bestfriend
Look at me, realize
And Stay with me, when I'm alone

Emptiness consumes me, look at me, see through me
What I can't I want to have
What I need os a bit of you, a dose only

It's too late, I don't see the colors the night
I don't remember, the feeling anymore
I need another dose of you
With every deep blow, I loose myself in the Glass
Every lose I drag
Every lose I drag

What I'm doing, shoud I continue?