Erosion

Is this the voice of reason inside of me
Or is it the voice of fragility
The fear is here-what am i to see
Where lies my reality
Deciphering senses to grasp control
In turn persuasions spin slowly

To try to define the reasons why
I'm losing myself inside
And i can't see-no i won't see
No i musn't believe-but still achieve
The things i've told to release have scarred my inner hostility
I can't erase my thoughts away
Mouth for thought-brain for food
Pain is good
Nothing new
Extacy i'm killing you
Yes pain is good-crippled blue
Open wide-i'm killing you

Why won't i can't fight if feeling if my scared when i should you try see if i can't fight if what so hurt

Slip into heavy oblivion so far
It defines corruption
Animosity is an enemy-decision is remission
Talking in
And talking out
Self relapse is sense of doubt
And i can't see-no i won't see-no i must achieve
But still believe
Sorrow laughing at the derailed train on the sidewalk of my insanity

And they are all laughing with me

Torture is endless and sorrow is winding
Forever and ever sadness confining
Kill the lies
See the pain
Turn the light off in your shame

Erosion