Actually

So tired but awaken at morning
Need to find a reason for it all
Still driving, my regular coffee
Keeps me up against the red lights

Actually I'm dreaming
Or maybe I'm healing
Could you please forgive me?
Wake me up and teach me
How to live this life
Is this the real world?
I'm gonna be alright
Warm me up I'm cold

Oh, I want you to show me [2x]

Good times so sweetly reminded
Bullshit we always talked about
I can't see what's your favorite constelation
There's no sky when you're staring at the ground

Actually I'm hungry
Bread and wine are burning
Keep me, keep me turning
And I will overcome it
I crack a smile and wave
They wanna see my face
I'm showing them no fear
I'm calling them friends

Oh, I want you to show me [2x]

I can't wait, this is the end of your silence
You know how this is tearing me apart
I'm an ant climbing up the mountain
Tell me why this has to be so fucking hard

Even if I am beaten down
No, I will not crawl
Bleeding faith
I believe in me
Hopeless pushing me down
They can't stop me now

Oh, I want you to show me
Oh, I want to show you