In This Moment

I got hands and they are longing to feel
I've got scars that are too deep to heal
I've got a heart and it's as heavy as steel
I think I might sink like a stone
But I'm the clown behind a bright painted face
Falling down and rollin' over the place
I hit the town but I could never erase
The feeling of being alone

Turn and breathe and pray to stay
In this moment with you
Precious moments are few and too far
All the laughter disappeared
Without warning again
I could sure use a friend
But you're gone, but you're gone
Taste the tears like warm summer rain
All these years I've been hiding the pain
No disease is gonna bind me in chains
I feel like I'm ready to go

Turn and breathe and pray to stay
In this moment with you
Precious moments are few and too far
The greatest gift you gave the world
Were the smiles in the end
When we needed a friend
You were there, you were there
Fear is the enemy, love is a symphony
No words could ever describe
What lies ahead of me will change my reality
From darkness to beauty and light light
Here I go, I'm leaving orbit again
They don't know how much harder it's been
It's all a show, I'm in a race I can't win
I feel like I'm ready to go

Turn and breathe and pray to stay
In this moment with you
Precious moments are few and too far
The greatest gift you gave the world
Were the smiles in the end
When we needed a friend
You were there, you were there
Fear is the enemy, love is a symphony
No words could ever describe
What lies ahead of me will change my reality
From darkness to beauty and light Light
I got hands and they are longing to feel
I've got scars