Paint a Picture

I'll paint a picture nobody knows
(questions my life?)
I'll face outside and (anxiety?) grows
Unwilling to face what's in front of me

Life tries to slow me
It's right below me
I just reached out and cry
Life can't control me
It's right below me
If i just reach down and try

To late to stop it
The damage is done
I lied to their faces
My mind is a battle nobody has won
Confusing to be what i've never been

Life tries to slow me
It's right below me
I just reached out and cry
Life can't control me
It's right below me
If i just reach down and try

Life tries to slow me
It's right below me
I just reached out and cry
Life can't control me
It's right below me
If i just reach down and try

Confusion has won
I can't find my way
I wish i could change it
But my mind says
Stop your crying, reach down and try to make something of yourself
But my mind says
Sit down, give up
...
Save myself from myself
But my heart says
Trust your instincts, believe what you think
It's best for you in the end

Life tries to slow me
It's right below me
I just reached out and cry
Life can't control me
It's right below me
If i just reach down and try

Life tries to slow me
It's right below me
I just reached out and cry
Life can't control me
It's right below me
If i just reach down and try