Morbid Memories

A played with darkness, now my life in fear
Incarnations i memorized, thinking power would be mine
I signed in a bloody oath, my soul for the devil to keep
Thinking i would be given the wealth of the world
But now i lie in a world of darkness, i world of hopelessness
Used by satan, discarded by him. he used me.
How did it come to this...

I thought if i belived in this world of paganism
Everything i wanted would come for free, no cost at all
I sacrificed my marriage, my business and sold my soul
For what thought was to be the life of power and greed
I was moved by selfish endeavors. but i live in a world of poverty
Realizing what i sacrificed to never gave back qhat i was promised
How did it come to this....

I live in fear, i live in fear, horrible fear
My heart of hopelessness, unfilled ness and sadness
Why am i here like this? i wanted things to be good for my life.
Now i am surrounded by evil, no bright mornings, no more sunsets.
I don't even hear the bird songs anymore but the haunts of demons laughter
Because i live in hell now. the place i was promised a place of freedom
How did it come to this...