A Stutter And a Start

The coldest hours
When the engine broke and I held myself to
Stop me from freezing
I kept you waiting
The oldest problem
You hate when I say what's on my mind
This time it's vital
The roadside is better than
Telling you that I think our lives
Are just being wasted

I am not in control
I'm not sure I ever was

I can't get out, I won't get out
I'm seizing up, I am seizing up

Snow will bury me
When you push your food around your plate
People are staring
And I can't call for help
I won't be sick with guilt this time
I'm just being honest

I am not in control
I'm not sure I ever was
And I do this to myself
To try and make some sense of it all

I can't get out, I won't get out
(The world is closing)
I'm seizing up, I am seizing up
(My avoidance makes for a better ending)

I can't get out, I won't get out
(Both you and I can't start it up)
I'm seizing up, I am seizing up
(Both you and I can't start it)

We could have talked it out
We should have seen it through
But I was still in love with you
We could have talked it out
We should have seen it through
But I am still in love