I Loved You

I loved you
I really did

Uh uh
I loved you more than life even called you wife
Infactuated by your sweetness
You took my kindness for weakness
You had me head over heals
I let you shop til you dropped then I took you to bills
Frequent trips to vegas and beverly hills
Brought shoes from melrose
Let you party in the vill,
Nice pocahacono sweats for our weekends off
Found out I wasn't the only nigga freakin off
I lost my mind, I could'ntfind
But love is blind I was blinded
Wish I could rewind it
I played a fool for you,
Payed for school for you
Got in beef in the street
Blazed the tool for you
All for nothing
Fuckin niggas good for nothing
I could'ntsee could'ntthink for nothing
My own family told me you would suck me and fuck me and try to cram me in a small hole that's hurtin my soul

Thru the coldest nights I held you tight
I loved you more than life
No matter who was wrong or right tho we fussed and fight
I loved you more than life
The reason that I called you wife thought our bond was tight
I loved you more than life
It took for years to realize that this shit wasn't right

Uh uh
We was down for four years caught uncountable tears til one day I just swallowed my fears and followed my heart
Told you in a dream I seen a end of a start
Got you pregnant even tho I seen us driftin apart
I tried to pull you in
But sumthin in my mind said it wouldn't work
Subcontious was hurt
I was wrong tho pregnancy slowed you down
It was one thing body could'nthold a pound
So if you needed me
All you really needed me to see was how good and how sweet it would be for us to be a family
But you tricked me and I fell for it
Time and time again press rewind again
You wine and dine my friend
Then I find you in my crib with my sheets moanin and groanin to my beats
Got damn how can I forgive this chick
I'm the reason that you live so rich you
Owe me

Thru the coldest nights I held you tight
I loved you more than life
No matter who was wrong or right tho we fussed and fight
I love you more than life
The reason that I called you wife thought our bond was tight
I loved you more than life
I took four years to realize that this shit wasn't right

Uh uh
We had a son
He was a splittin image of his father
Because of that you wouldn't even bother
Try raising him how can I explain to him that his mother wasn't claimin him it didn't sound right, found another loveable mother that made him smile right
Gorgeous and intelligent til she was the profound type
Hold me down type
What I needed in my life type
Wish I wouldve known from the start that you was the trif type
Wudnt've spend all them days spent all them nights tryna make shit right
I wudve did what I had to wudnt've put my lad thru all the bullshit that he went thru
That's why he resent you cause it's all your fault full custidy no child support and now my living is right I ain't gotta fuss and fight and he loves me more than life

Thru the coldest nights I held you tight
I loved you more than life
No matter who was wrong or right tho we fussed and fight
I loved you more than life
The reason that I called you wife thought our bond was tight
I loved you more than life
It took four years to realize that this shit wasn't right
Thru the coldest nights I held you tight
I loved you more than life
No matter who was wrong or right tho we fussed and fight
I loved you more than life
The reason that I called you wife thought our bond was tight
I loved you more than life
It took four years to realize that this shit wasn't right