deja vu

I've been mad at the fact that I'm older
Been a year but it said too much
I gotta second guess why I'd act like a loner
'Cause in my fears I've been feeling numb

'Cause I don't know how to start
Got this wound in my heart from a friend
And I don't know how to part with these
Stupid little thoughts in my head

Maybe I just won't be there for you (no, no)
Maybe I'm just getting déjà vu
But I know I'm never letting things go
So I'm holding closer
Waiting 'til it's over to say that I'm gone

Never going out so would I even know her
I'm a fool for staying in love
Guess I'm not the one to keep all my Composure
Now I'm running all out of luck

'Cause I don't know how to start
Got this wound in my heart from a friend
And I don't know how to part with these
Stupid little thoughts in my head
I've been waiting far too long for you
But you never knew (you never knew)
Oh, I've been waiting far too long for you

Maybe I just won't be there for you
Maybe I'm just getting déjà vu
But I know I'm never letting things go
So I'm holding closer
Waiting 'til it's over to say that I'm gone