Misgiver

Condemned to trespass in my new skeleton
Let my lungs decay, then wash myself away
Sew my skin to the floor, then watch my soul drain out my skull

Please just let me see this moral man that I'm supposed to be
Constantly searching for something to mourn
I am my own misgiver

Press my pale flesh against the glass as hard as you can
So you can see through both of us again

Cast me away for you know
That I am not worthy of your memory
Cast me away

Please just let me see this moral man I'm supposed to be
Please just let me see

Press my pale flesh against the glass
And watch the shards pierce my fucking arms
Then spell out your name amongst the scars

Pour your soul into the empty hole that mine once filled
Inject my veins with the life that I require, but only enough to get me by
For I must soon learn to catch myself when I fall off that cliff
For I have fallen again, I've fallen, again

Cast me away for you know I am not worthy of your memory
Sew my skin to the floor and watch my soul drain out my skull

When I press my palms into my eyes, I sometimes see right through them
Forgive me for my absence, for I have grown transparent