Imaginary Friend

Knocking on the door where fear resides
I'd been sent away
Waiting on the fight

Analyzing all I'd ever seen
What it felt to me
How it held to me

Lost at sea, the child in me
Drifts away
Unforseen duality
Every day

Everything I've built my life into
Now feels different
The past feels buried

Realizing that I'm home again
The shadow's cast
But I'm still lost

All I have (greed)
All I've lost (pain)
Here I am (hell)
Where I belong (I belong)
I've grown into what I've become in fear of who I am
Lost

Organizing all the dissonance
I'm such a pessimist
I've scratched the surface

Lost at sea the, child in me
Finds it's way
Lessons come from history
Life is synchronicity

Emotions always get the best of me
I forget the rest of me needs some focus

Why do I go through this?
Why can't I refuse this?
Is this what abuse is?
(It's useless)

All I have (greed)
All I've lost (pain)
Here I am (hell)
Where I belong (I belong)
I've grown into what I've become in fear of who I am
Lost

Mirror, mirror
Who are you now?
Take me back to who I was before
I need you
I need you
I need you back

Nearer, nearer now
I feel you I feel you alive
The warmth you brought that made everything right
I need you
I need you
I need you in my life

Waves ripple in the Sun in the middle of oblivion
The wind takes the sails as I set for the shores invisible to me

The feeling is right as I head to the edge of it
But I'm not really sure

The air in my lungs makes me feel like a child again
The stars fill my eyes as I move towards the dark
Pulling from under, the fear doesn't start this time

And as I go down, I become whole again
All of this fight I've had for so long
Took away from what I'd become

Hide and seek
Forgotten you'd played
Hidden away
From you to see

Hide and seek
Forgotten you'd played
Hidden away
From you to be
Yourself

My existence is limited
Two eyes forward, bias tilted
My existence is spirited
Three eyed intuition

Mirror, mirror
I see you now
I hear you, I hear you
Calling me out

Mirror, mirror
You're broken again
This time I won't believe
You're pretend
It's pretend