She's the End

I should have sat alone, I should have cried.
So why'd I pull my heart aside and lie?
I finally figured out the reason she's fine,
Well, it's been 6 months to the day we died.

So where have I been the whole time?
'Cause i can hear it in the way she speaks of him
I'm behind

I was hiding in the heart of an innocent,
It's a shame I had to break it just to realise this
That nothing's changed, she's the end of me

I made too much rubbish of our memories
Things I threw away have left a hole in me
I've gotta try to smile and be happy for her
For the end of me...

When's another life?
'Cause i heard that in her own song she cries
And her tears get my hopes up everytime
I've gotta let go,
I say it ten times a day, I'm stronger in way.
Until she calls... And I think...

Where have I been the whole time?
'Cause i can hear it through the phone
She's envolved, in love
And it's stronger this time

I was hiding in the heart of an innocent
It's a shame I had to break it just to realise this
That nothing's changed, she's the end of me

I made too much rubbish of our memories,
things i threw away have left a hole in me.
I've gotta try to smile and be happy for her,
For the end of me...

But how do I smile when everything we planned on's lost?
Everything I know gone...
How do I smile when every plan we spoke of gone?
Even told me that i heard her wrong...

So where have i been the whole time,
'Cause i can hear it in the way she speaks of him,
I'm behind.

I was hiding in the heart of an innocent,
It's a shame i had to break it just to realise this.
That nothing's changed,
she's the end of me.

I made too much rubbish of our memories,
things i threw away have left a hole in me.
I've gotta try to smile and be happy for her,
For the end of me...

How do I smile when everything we planned on's lost?
Everything I know gone...