Apologies

The distance grew with every battle I fought
I couldn’t see the hurt, the damage I’ve done
But now the fog has lifted, and I see you clear
I wish I could take back every tear

I’m sorry for the nights I left you cold
For the words I never said, the lies I told
I was drowning in my pain, too blind to see
That I was dragging you down with me

I tried not to let it get to where it went, but it was gone too far
I let my demons take control, but it was gone too far
I lost myself along the way, but it was gone too far
I see the cost of my mistakes, but it was gone too far

Feelings change, change like the Moon
I was caught up in thoughts I couldn’t choose
I didn’t mean to drift, didn’t plan to stray
But the weight of my mind pulled me away

I’m sorry for the nights I left you cold
For the words I never said, the lies I told
I was drowning in my pain, too blind to see
That I was dragging you down with me

We better find a new way to live