Live Or Die

Live or die
A bad past to hide
I will not run away even if I run
These problems in my head make me suffer

I never did anybody any harm
And yet everyone hates me
Everybody rejects me
And everybody despises me

I do not tell anyone I do not want anyone to be exalted
I'm a strange boy and I'm proud
I almost have no friends in the bag
I'm very closed, I'm not making noise
I'm afraid of what's going to happen after the July vacation

I know I'm getting rude
No one saved me from these virtues
Forgive me for this attitude
But I did everything I could