Geaar Box

I remember you used to pray for me now you turn your head away expectations that I never
met, forgotten promises you never kept I know someday there'll be a time when you can
look me in the eye now I write these words just to keep it clear in a jaded song you wont
ever hear I never wanted your forgiveness you did what you had to I did what I could now
we've gone our separate ways. I never found comfort in your acceptance, if times a healer
then ill sit and wait for your poison words to scar. a notebook filled with a million words
sits quietly by my side. like a loaded gun with the wrong intentions they tell me life is pain
I forgot a long time ago, but everyday I'm reminded of the way you put me down, the way
you put me out, the way you torched my fucking world chorus I don't need your lies don't
need your promises don't want your open arms don't need your sacred ways and all I need
is all I am today. what was once belief has now turned to grief and there isn't nothing more
that you could say look to myself for everything I need, isn't looking back on anything. So
you think you got me all figured out and you think you know what this hate is all about
don't try to understand, don't try to comprehend the answer is my words. when the world
comes crashing down all around and I need a quiet place to hide. you'll find me deep inside
my head under a tree of thought in a world of pain. I never wanted you here I never needed
you here so when you think of me try to understand I never wanted your help I never
needed your hand to guide me through your maze of lies to guide me through your narrow
world. I forgot a long time ago, now every day I'm reminded of the way you put me down
the way you put me out the way you torched my whole world.