Blew

I paint myself a window in this world of your conception where it all comes down to you
knew if you conceived it you knew I would believe it you knew that you would paint me
into your world of blue you call it something to say you call it nothing to lose you call it
anything but the truth suffocation in words your isolation disturbs I can hear your voice as
it echoes on so bury over and over the songs you sing inside my head I don't wanna lose
what you left inside of me cause its all I own of you the red disguises secrets lies and the
blue belongs to you alone the gold is time wasted in lines of indecision dragging onward so
bury over and over the light in you that wont stay dead I don't wanna lose what you left
inside of me cause its something real pulling me under I hear the warm hum of your voice
washing over me a blue light melody of sound shines across my back and now its pulling
me down pulling me under to where hide yourself alone gagged and tied to the weight of
ourselves underwater well I wont forget this loss the shame of regret turn out the lights and
sit in darkness while I try to make it through silence there's a monster growing strong
conspire to bring me down its all I own of you