Uncoloured World Dying

I'll never see my reflected image
In this dirty insincere world of mirrors
Without passions without colours
Controlled or ignored
I wonder which face has been painted on my soul
It's a dull image lacking of clearness
And I don't want to understand it...

But I've got the truth in my mind...just now

After colouring my days with your blood
This world will be white again tomorrow
There's no reason to keep on bleeding

I'm fading away in a uncoloured world dying
Crouched between the numbness and silence
Deep inside my madness
Where people delude themselves
Painting their face with a pale smile
And in my mind
I discover joy
Colouring my world

I won't be able to feel joy like in my dreams
In this daily indifference
I'm sitting alone and helpless
Looking at my future collapsing inside
I can only reach my sweet prison after
Nothing would change out there
But I can't break this life

I can't break this life
Made of fragments of lies
Silence burn me inside
Why?
But I've got the truth in my mind...just now

I'm dissolving my time
Waiting for the end
Colouring my world

I cannot to wait for next end's embrace
Looking to a sky without light
Into a self-hollow of oblivion
A place so black
Where the future is so unclean
Full of shades of grey

I won't be able to escape if I want to
Choosing the conscious way
If this world can get well
My emotions will be forever contaminated
And my darkest despair may rise inside
In every minute nobody can heal me
And I'll die before understand it