Count My Blessings

Now I know exactly how it feels
To have your whole life stripped from you
Without finding something real
My past is buried, and so am I
It's a shame things couldn't change
Lord told me to count my blessings
Well I lost count and agony remains

Who to turn to while feelings so cold
I'm breathing fire while tasting defeat
A man can only take so much
At war with the world at war with me

Life never changes
Feels like I'm stuck on repeat
Another blade sharpened so deep within
Reminding me of what I used to be
You fucking murdered me