The Great Divorce

After all those years of searching, that You left me through the way
Thought what I felt was eternal but life brought me into pain
And all those tragedies I cannot explain
How can Your love be eternal and forsake me in misery?!

Forsaken memories will rise again
My past still haunts me, hurts me in the end
These drops of tears fall on the floor
A thougth of You I can't ignore

My broken promises will let You down
All my excuses a hollow sound
Those empty words of self-deception
My song, my sorrow of separation

Lost in my ways
I'm turning my back on You
Too blind, to have faith
I'm giving away the truth

It's time to let you go, I'm not with You anymore

I grope for the walls like the blind
Just to see you one more time
After years in loneliness
You won't recognize me
As i keep betraying myself
Pretending you don't exist

This is the path I've chosen
It wasn't what I wanted for you
But I'm still going until the end
So I'll be still here waiting for you