ENEMY (feat. blackbear)

A drop of sweat, the coldest I felt
The more depressed, the more that I sell
Another check, they want me in Hell
It's becomin' an emergency
Every second's an eternity
Suffocated who I used to be
Killing myself to survive

I don't wanna be the enemy, I'm letting go
Maybe I could be a better me without you
I always tryna fight you, always tryna hide you
I know what it leads to, I don't fuckin' need you
I don't wanna be the enemy, I'm letting go

Beartrap sound
Yeah, I'ma keep it real, stick to the facts now
I got better, you got worse, you look depressed and sad now
I live in the moment, you ain't worth my time, I cashed out
You live in the past now, you mad now (oh-oh)
Ain't nobody fuck you like I did, I know that I look like the man now
I gave you my heart, and all you wanted was a handout (oh-oh)
You crashed out, you blacked out, I look back and laugh now
It's okay, it's all good, I use your heels as firewood
I'm still black and blue, but I'll never act brand new
And the new me will never need the old you, 'cause

I don't wanna be the enemy, I'm letting go (go)
Maybe I could be a better me without you (oh-oh)
I always tryna fight you, always tryna hide you
I know what it leads to, I don't fuckin' need you
I don't wanna be the enemy, I'm letting go (go)

They said I'm crashin' out?
Is that what you wanna see?
Well-well, come and see it, motherfucker
Yeah
Ah

(I don't wanna be the enemy)

I don't wanna be the enemy, I'm letting go
Maybe I could be a better me without you
I always tryna fight you, always tryna hide you
I know what it leads to, I don't fuckin' need you
I don't wanna be the enemy, I'm letting go (go)