New Year

Sitting here stressing at two thirty am
about how fast a year can go
i wonder where it went.
if we start all over again
would it really work?
i know that you could be could be
coming back to me

mesmorized by the thought of it
traumatised i'm so scared of it
wanna stop thinkin gotta get to sleep
gotta wake up fresh get on my feet
push the thought of you away
do it today

i'm older than my years
drowning in my tears
surrounded by the fear
since you went away a year ago
at christmas

you locked away your secrets
kept them away from me
i only came to say goodbye
now you finally see
you wanna start all over again
make it work this time
but i don't wanna end up feelin
far away from fine

i memorised what you said to me
so surprised it was hell to be
so frustrated with the way we were
not a single word could make it work
but look at us today
we blew it away

i'm older than my years
drowning in my tears
surrounded by the fear
since you went away a year ago
at christmas
last year
(repeat chorus)