Don't lie to Me

I just thought
Of a stupid process
That I think no one minds
Only to deny
I don’t really know what feels just fine
And I went away
And I want to stay home
And I want to get by
But I'm way too high
I don’t really know what seems fine

I don’t want to be alone
Want to be on my own
Don’t want to run away
Please I wish I could stay

Don’t like this feeling
Don’t like this feeling

How come this is an unknown
Compute on silicone
Shaped colors on display
And not explain, or know, what it means and why

Don’t lie to me
I don’t want to sacrifice
If you can’t give me a moment
Disappointment will suffice

In times of need
I don’t mean to be away
My mind goes on an adventure
Here forever I will stay

Ah enough!
How many times I looked at the glass half full
When it’s always bound to break, oh

I called your bluff
I thought that I could trust but you pulled the wool
And my vision turned opaque

Why did I decide to still forgive you?
Is it cause it’s easy to forget?
Why when I'm nearby I really miss you?

Kiss you when I'm brittle
Then you die just a little
And you feel like it’s the end of the road

Do a little dance of codependence
Be afraid to try and take your chances

When you feel it’s over
And you’re looking for a closure
That you never get

Don’t lie to me
I don’t want to sacrifice
If you can’t give me a moment
Disappointment will suffice

In times of need
I don’t mean to be away
My mind goes on an adventure
Here forever I will stay