Overload Overwhelmed

How much involved I was all along
I don’t think that I understand

Cause in the air I felt something’s wrong
But I got to mask and pretend

I have to face that the part of me
That wants no harm to intend

Assume nobody regarded me
And then slowly counting the days

To myself am selfish and self absorbed
Contain my senses I once ignored
Put my own needs first I'm insecure
Dismiss the point be dissimilar

And think too much again
With mantra to attain
Something somewhere bothers me
Something somewhere bothers me

Oh overload overwhelmed
Oh my God, no
Oh overload overwhelmed
Oh my God, no

Another second I'm feeling stressed
Why is it so hard to believe

I am so late I should have guessed
Got my own hubris to grieve

I progress forward but I regressed
I shouldn’t be so naive

Another problem to manifest
An exit when should I leave?

To myself am selfish and self absorbed
Contain my senses I once ignored
Put my own needs first I'm insecure
Dismiss the point be dissimilar

And think too much again
With mantra to attain
Love you too it’s out of fear
Love you too it’s out of fear