How much involved I was all along I don’t think that I understand Cause in the air I felt something’s wrong But I got to mask and pretend I have to face that the part of me That wants no harm to intend Assume nobody regarded me And then slowly counting the days To myself am selfish and self absorbed Contain my senses I once ignored Put my own needs first I'm insecure Dismiss the point be dissimilar And think too much again With mantra to attain Something somewhere bothers me Something somewhere bothers me Oh overload overwhelmed Oh my God, no Oh overload overwhelmed Oh my God, no Another second I'm feeling stressed Why is it so hard to believe I am so late I should have guessed Got my own hubris to grieve I progress forward but I regressed I shouldn’t be so naive Another problem to manifest An exit when should I leave? To myself am selfish and self absorbed Contain my senses I once ignored Put my own needs first I'm insecure Dismiss the point be dissimilar And think too much again With mantra to attain Love you too it’s out of fear Love you too it’s out of fear