Cant Stop

There's a place I try to go, so far from here
I close my eyes, I try to, to disappear
I look around in my own way
But what I see I never, never really know
I wander 'round until I feel it coming on
And then it's, it's time to go
I don't want to be here falling out of place
Confusion's the consensus, fighting for my space

And then you make me open my eyes and come back
All I wanted was some time, some time to think, that's all I needed
I would have been okay with just a little time
My time not your time, you never have time
I want to know I tried
You're probably here right now waiting
Waiting for that moment to ambush me
Swallow my hopes, crush my confidence
Pull me down, pull me down lower than you ever have before

Just see if you grab my heart and rip it out
And then you chew on and spit it out
Throw it over the ground and stomp all over it
Laughing, laughing hysterically, tellin' me to do something
Knowing that I won't, knowing that I can't
Knowing that you're me and I'm you
And I can never hate you as much as you hate me
Knowing the weaker I get, the stronger you are
Knowing how weak I am, knowing how strong you are

Can't stop the running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
Now you got them running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me

I lived it, I live it, it's not easy to say
I felt it, I feel it, it's just another day
It scares me, why does it dare me?
You know it ain't a fair fight
Rain overtakes me, it tries to break me
You know that something ain't right

Now you got 'em running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
Now you got 'em running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me, set my body free

They don't make no seatbelt for the mind
So I can't fasten up for this ride

Running away, can't stop the runaway emotions
Not right, can't fight, can't stop the runaway emotions
Fighting, hiding, can't stop the runaway emotions
Hypnotized, paralyzed, can't stop the runaway emotions

I was scared, I am scared
I know that but I'm not afraid to admit it
She being scared that don't bother me
It's just a feeling, I can do with that
I know what it is, that's what I don't know
What I can't feel that's what bothers me
That's what really scares me
See right now I'm scared, really scared
'Cause I can feel it, emotionally paralyzed, light headed

Like you know when you got a pass out, actually I wish I would
You know kind of like when you gotta sneeze, the relief it brings
Just waiting, waiting for something to happen
Waiting for that moment to renew a [?]
See the moment takes you nowhere
Know what's realm, right now, no one's with you, right?
Know what, it's what you bring to me
Know it's like an itch that I can't scratch, like an itch in the brain
Knowing your body figure out a way to scratch it, just itches more

Can't stop the running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
Now you got them running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me

I hate it, I hate me, like my consistency
I've seen it, I see it, I'm talking literally
So much lying, too much denying
It's time to face the facts
You can't help me, these cards will deal me
They are the final acts

Now you got 'em running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
Now you got 'em running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me, set my body free

Oh no, you really done it this time

Can't stop the runaway emotions
Can't stop the runaway emotions
Can't stop the runaway emotions
Can't stop the runaway emotions

There's a place I try to go, so far from here
I close my eyes but I can't, can't disappear