I Left This Life To Rot

Depression isn't hating life
It's a love dedicated to misery, suffering, death
It's a never ending circle of darkness that surrounds
You for your whole life
That guides you into the arms of demise

I can hear the angels crying
I can hear the demons scream
Part of me feels like I'm dying
And for the first time I feel free

And now I'm surrounded by comfort
I love this grief that fulfills my bittered soul
That will release every single bone
That will complete
That will enable me to leave
That will enable me to sleep
Forever!

I left this life to rot in peace
I was born to leave reality
The only feeling that I ever felt
Was pain and tranquility in misery

I was born to leave this life
And I have tried a hundred times
I can't describe this pain, divine
The life I lived is far behind

I love the feeling
When you stand beyond
Life and death
Life and death
Life and death

All that's left is darkness
Emptiness filling my heart
Reigning my flesh
And all that's left is the rotten smell of death