My mind is a villain (mind is a villain)
I'm up against a wall made of my victims (made of my victims)
They're there to watch me fall
Hurt too often
Put me in a coffin
Red lights flashing
Mind is always crashing
Cut me open
Make me your abomination
I am tired of holding on (holding on)
I know, I am the one who is holding the gun
I won't make it past 21
Loving someone, when you don't even love yourself
Staying quiet cause you don't wanna ask for help
Mirror, mirror, hanging on the wall
Tell me, will this ever be gone?
Hold me down and light me up in flames and run
I am tired of holding on (holding on)
I know, I am the one who is holding the gun
I won't make it past 21
21
21
I am tired of holding on (holding on)
Holding on
I know, I am the one who is holding the gun
I won't make it past 21