My mind is a villain (mind is a villain) I'm up against a wall made of my victims (made of my victims) They're there to watch me fall Hurt too often Put me in a coffin Red lights flashing Mind is always crashing Cut me open Make me your abomination I am tired of holding on (holding on) I know, I am the one who is holding the gun I won't make it past 21 Loving someone, when you don't even love yourself Staying quiet cause you don't wanna ask for help Mirror, mirror, hanging on the wall Tell me, will this ever be gone? Hold me down and light me up in flames and run I am tired of holding on (holding on) I know, I am the one who is holding the gun I won't make it past 21 21 21 I am tired of holding on (holding on) Holding on I know, I am the one who is holding the gun I won't make it past 21