No One's Deserving

Afraid to be myself
Alone I can't be loved
I stare through your soul
To find something meaningful
Something that can't grow old
I know where you are and why you're there
It's making it hard to disappear
I see you in the walls where I sleep
Your tight grip, it suffocates me

Picked last. I'm a reject
At least I was loved when I was a kid
I'm feeling the distance
It's so hard to talk when you turn away
In your home I don't feel safe
I know where you are and why you're there

It's making it hard to disappear
I see you in the walls where I sleep
Your tight grip, it suffocates me
No one's deserving to have this feeling
So overwhelming, to feel this away
Afraid to be myself