Solitude

It`s when you cry for me and I can`t hear
dat sound
It`s when you die for me and no one`s
all around
It`s when I wake at night and have dreamt
confusing shit
I toss `n`turn to hide my soul
from haunting it

All I see is nothing in your eyes
A reflection of your paradise
So hollow, weak, it fades away
Where`s my forgiveness?
Am I the only one to blame…

It`s hard to face dat bullshit,
- I act this time -
To see me fail `n` fail again, to know
I`ve punished my own crime
I never meant to be the cause
of all that pain
But goddamn, I`ve paid my bills, so show me
who`s to blame

All I see is …