Venus

Somewhere on venus they’re searching for me
While I'm covered in muck from the earth and the sea
Scratching this carcass like dogs with the fleas
I keep leaning to dying in all of my dreams

Feeling so empty now my hearts not in me
My nerves are cut off
I feel like I'm sleeping, no nightmares or dreaming
Consciousness is lost

All that paranoia, the stress and the trauma
Of that I’ve been cleansed
Now all that is left now that I’ve been through death
Is to be born again

I can recall my past lives like a dream
Those times seem so distant, small fragments I feel
Numb to the pain that kept biting me
Those short eighteen years, a small drop in eternity

Somewhere on venus they’re searching for me
While I'm covered in muck from the earth and the sea
Scratching this carcass like dogs with the fleas
I keep leaning to dying in all of my dreams

Gather me, all of we, everybody baby
I’ve been the boys and the girls, and everyone in-between
Gather me, all of we, everybody baby
I’ve been the boys and the girls, and everyone in-between

This is a journey, as long as it may be
To find who I am
But all I’ve found so far’s my insignificance
A small grain of sand

The bodies I’ve been through
The rich and the abused, they’ve taught me one thing
The suffering, happiness, envy, the anger, it’s just evolving

This is the quest to reach my true form
My needs and my wants don’t matter no more
There’s no escape from immortality
When I drank that drink, transported for eternity

Somewhere on venus they’re searching for me
While I'm covered in muck from the earth and the sea
Scratching this carcass like dogs with the fleas
I keep leaning to dying in all of my dreams

Gather me, all of we, everybody baby
I’ve been the boys and the girls, and everyone in-between
Gather me, all of we, everybody baby
I’ve been the boys and the girls, and everyone in-between