Pain And Emptiness

What i am doing
In this hole full of shit?
Covered with spots
Lying between rats
An illusion of escape
From world of lies
Turns in this chemical nightmare

I try to keep breath
In this stinking hole
But the dawn of death
Is always brighter

This shit wasn´t clean
It explodes in my veins
Wondermixture
Devastating my entrails and soul
Highest pleasure of drug
Is neverending pain and emptiness
So i try to find god, who saves
While i´m lying in my own vomits
Like slave waiting for death