I Deserve to Bleed

F               G              Am                 D
I wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea
        F               G            Am         D
I wanna raise the money To invest in plastic surgery
        F            G              C          A
I wanna cover myself head to toe in super sexy scars
            F                      G                C
'cuz I mean aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star?

[Chorus]
Em           B          C           G
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
Em            B                C               G
I punish my body 'cuz it's not good enough for me
B                     C                G
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
Em                         C            G
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed

[Verse 2]
  F            G                Am              D
I wanna take a knife and draw a line across my chest
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  F               G                     Am          D
I wanna feel much better than I do when I am at my best
  F                   G               C             A
I wanna fly away from my own skin and find a better place
        F                 G             C
I wanna slash across what used to be my face

[Chorus]
Em           B          C           G
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
Em            B                C               G
I punish my body 'cuz it's not good enough for me
B                     C                G
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
Em                         C            G
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed

[Bridge]
     C                A            D                B
They say that it gets better but I guess that was a lie
  C                 D                G   G7
I guess we all just fake it 'till we die
C              A           D                B
Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else
           C              D                 G
But it's harder when you have to love yourself

[Chorus]
Em           B          C           G
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
Em            B                C               G
I punish my body 'cuz it's not good enough for me
B                      C                G
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
Em                         C            G     G7
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
Em                         C            G
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
Em                         C            G
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed