hourhand

I can't seem to get a grip already
My heart pounds, my vision falls unsteady
I forgot to call you in a heartbeat
Would you forgive me?
I can't see clearly

Why are you walking around in an uncertain motion
I cannot track
I can hardly shake the feeling
You're tugging on my heartstrings
Can you offer me another minute to gather my thoughts and act right
The way that you look at me is
Nothing short of conflicting

I wish I could turn the time
To when my vision wasn't so hazy
When I felt safety
I wish you could change my mind
So maybe we could hit the ground running
What am I becoming?

Turn the clock, my head it feels so heavy
My heart stops, I fall into a frenzy
I can feel the chugging of my heartbeat
Oh can you hear me?
My world is spinning

I can never seem to get it right, I fall back into a state of decay
Your love is now my weapon
Internal thought has shifted
Can you offer me a little more time
I can't stop drifting into the moonlight
My vision further blackens
I can't wake up

Convince me that I'm better
I'm standing in your mirror
I know it's too much pressure
Convince me that I'm better
Oh, help me see it clearer
What's this about forever?
I know it's now or never

I know I can't turn the time
To when my vision wasn't so hazy
When I knew safety
I know you can't change my mind
If only I could take a step closer
It'd be our closure

We are moving toward the clock
I'm losing my momentum so slowly
Forever is folding but
You are all that's on my mind
How do I let go?