I'm Not The Same

It hurts so much hitting
The bottom I can tell
Cause i've been down there
My plans faded right out of my mind
When someone let you down
You feel kinda lost
Words stuck in your throat
Always be prepared for everything
You start going to
Parties where you're not invited
Hanging out with people
That don't even know
Your name and then, ask yourself
Was it really worth it?
Was it really worth it?
Every now and then
I try to send all my ghosts away
Things could not be worse
Than what we are living today
Look what has become my life
Since you left me that day
So don't you be surprised
If you come back and I'm not here
Just know that since you have gone
And abandoned me
Dear, I'm not the same.