Hard to Do

Every day feels the same
I don't see anything new
Sometimes I feel like
I'm stuck in a time loop

I didn't want things to be this way
I really tried to change, to do things differently
But everything keeps leading me
Back to this same scenario

It's hard to do things differently
When everything stays the same
It's hard to persist when everything
Everything is falling apart
It's hard to pretend to be okay
When nothing is okay

It's hard to pretend to be okay
When nothing is okay
Everyone claims to know
What I'm feeling

Everyone pretends to care
But the truth is, it's not like that
I don't want to repeat myself
But here I am, in this same scenario

It's hard to do things differently
When everything stays the same
It's hard to persist when everything
Everything is falling apart
It's hard to pretend to be okay
When nothing is okay

Everyone pretends to care
But the truth is, it's not like that
I don't want to repeat myself
But here I am, in this same scenario

It's hard to do things differently
When everything stays the same
It's hard to persist when everything
Everything is falling apart
It's hard to pretend to be okay
When nothing is okay