I'm Not Okay

Shut your mouth, I don't want to fuckin breathe now
All these people on my back, I'm getting weighed down
My future is falling to the floor, I'm getting worried now
Will I make it in this game or will I fucxin drown?

I can't fucking sleep
I can't fucking breathe
All these pills are on my mind, now I'm in this deep
Finally passed out on the floor from all this codeine
She be screaming I want more until she fuck me
Life's a bitter mess
When you are depressed
All these demons in my head I'm feeling possessed
I got problems with these woman, yeah I'm obsessed
Every day I'm working hard creating progress

When I wake up and I know you're on my fucking mind
I can't face it, you just take up all my fucking time
I'm taking chemicals to get me through this fuckin life
I say I'm good and she know it's a fucking lie

Will they ever listen to me?
You wanna lead and I wanna leave
You wanna feel like you're fucxin free
Well here you go, baby take my sleep

When I wake up and I know you're on my fucking mind
I can't face it, you just take up all my fucking time
I'm taking chemicals to get me through this fuckin life
I say I'm good and she know it's a fucking lie

(I love you)