Wonder

I wonder how you see me in your dreams
I wonder if you still got that gray couch
Do you ever wish you heard my name
And you just stayed in the background?
I wonder if you still can hear me laughin'
I wonder if you still hate how it happened
It's like your car ran out of gas
And it's stuck in the back of my memory

I get so sentimental
Somewhere in the middle of what is and what could've been
One foot on the pedal, the other out the door
Bunch of what-ifs sneakin' in
I know that you're happy and I swear that I'm happy
It ain't what it seems
I can't help but wonder if you ever wonder
Or is it just me?

Is it just me with my head turned back?
Tripping on my feelings from the past
What does it say about where my feet are now?
Maybe it means I have doubts

Or am I just sentimental?
Somewhere in the middle of what is and what could've been
One foot on the pedal, the other out the door
Bunch of what-ifs sneakin' in
I know that you're happy and I swear that I'm happy
It ain't what it seems
Mm, I can't help but wonder if you ever wonder
Or is it just me?

Is it just me waking up in the morning
And pressing rewind?
It could've been you on the porch, rain was pouring
And saying goodbye

But I'm just sentimental
Somewhere in the middle of what is and what could've been
One foot on the pedal, the other out the door
Bunch of what-ifs sneakin' in
I know that you're happy and I swear that I'm happy
It ain't what it seems
Mm, and maybe I miss you or maybe I just miss
Who I used to be
I can't help but wonder if you ever wonder
Or is it just me?

I'm just sentimental
I'm somewhere in the middle
I'm just sentimental
I'm somewhere in the middle