Held By The Cold

When self-pity turns into self-hate
You realize it is too late
Bruises turning into scars
To remind me again
Lost like the wind in the sky
Void inside so dark and cold
Sparks of hope shall light the fire
To burn again my soul

All the things I've done
I won’t bring it back
Becuase like you said before
I'm drowning in my regret
Shivers down my spine
Like a poison in my blood
Gotta put it out and take control
Running shivers down my spine
Like a poison in my blood
I shall walk away from all I can’t let go

I throw myself into your arms
Crying in despair and pain
The easy way is never right
My heart and soul in your hands
I’ve been wrong again
You don’t know how it is in here
I can't explain, you can’t understand
What’s inside of me

My sacrifice for a higher cause
Now I’m leaving behind
All I lived for
“But I being poor, have only my dreams
I have spread my dreams under your feet
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams”.
- William butler yeats (1865 – 1939)

Facing my mistakes I try to let it go
Giving up of everything for you
Tired to conceal what I really feel
I don’t wanna do it wrong
But I’ve been held by the cold
Redemption lies inside held by the cold
So let it go