Negative

COME ON!
COME ON!
you've been so close for so long
I never thought you were wrong
my enemy all along
no, I'm never gonna forget,
to fuck all and everybody
I'm gonna be somebody
the odds are against me
against me
and all I hear is the laughing in my face
and all those things you said an put in my head
that you've never believed in me
I cant believe I let you get to ME
and all this time I thought you'd
be there to back me up
I held you more close than most
thought you would never cross me
blinded by the trust I gave to you
I knew you, why do you?, degrade me?, must hate me,
cause every time I'm holding my head high
you crush all my hopes and my dreams why?
I already know that I'm ugly, you always seem to remind ME
I'm so sick!
puking negative
puking negative
puking negative
puking negative
I'm puking
I'm negative
I'm puking
I'm negative
I'm puking
I'm negative
puking negative
puking negative