I Despise

Just nothing more than a dream
You doesn't matter much to me
Believe in you or trust in him
I think my choice is always free
I tried , I loved you as I could
You never heard what I have sayed
The years passed , I understood
For nothing holy all we prayed

I despise
Forgive me now!
Realise
I lied myself
I despise
You know how!
Paradise
Beyond the wealth

Streams of hate and desperation
Are spining round mother Earth
Who realy knows the destination
Of sacred hope in true love?
I've got the pain of silly lies
Their trust - is how much they buy
And I was wrong , I should despise
Despise myself , my past and die...

I despise
Forgive me now!
Realise
I lied myself
I despise
You know how!
Paradise
Beyond the wealth