Just nothing more than a dream You doesn't matter much to me Believe in you or trust in him I think my choice is always free I tried , I loved you as I could You never heard what I have sayed The years passed , I understood For nothing holy all we prayed I despise Forgive me now! Realise I lied myself I despise You know how! Paradise Beyond the wealth Streams of hate and desperation Are spining round mother Earth Who realy knows the destination Of sacred hope in true love? I've got the pain of silly lies Their trust - is how much they buy And I was wrong , I should despise Despise myself , my past and die... I despise Forgive me now! Realise I lied myself I despise You know how! Paradise Beyond the wealth